Friday, March 31

I THOUGHT!
I thought you were a friend of mine but I was wrong
You tried to fit into the arms where I belong
You moved right in behind my back
Everyone knows friends don't do that
I thought you were somebody I could trust
You always said you were happy for us
How could you go and break my heart?
When you knew all along he was mine from the start
He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love
You came right over and looked in my eyes
You said the stories were rumors and lies
And I wish I could believe in you
But I'm sorry to say he told me the truth
Friends don't do what you do
There's no excuse
I'm so confused
I thought you cared about me
But now I see
All you care about is you
have u ever had tht feeling of just wanting to tell someone something?but its a secret so dark tht you'll nvr want anyone to kno?
ahh i have.. and the feeling i feel within is unbareable. im so afraid of letting anyone kno.
he will nvr kno. she will nvr kno. you will nvr kno.
i have to just spill it out. but i cant
i want to. but i dun think he would even give a damn.
iiiiiiii, sighh fuck laaa....
this feeling sucks.
sighh and moreover he misjudged the way i am..
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! fuckkkkkkkkkkk!
nattttttttt i need to talk to you!!!
you looked at the other side of me,
nvr thinkin wht u mean to me,
i had you in my mind, all the time,
missing the way to smell nxt to me,
how u hold me, we're not forgotten,
how u looked at me,
i was hoping for u to be thr for me,
but you assumed i was using you,
how much i tried talking to you,
you just wouldnt.
in my mind, all i think of is you.
but u nvr knew. bcos, you nvr knew me.

Wednesday, March 29

im startin having nightmares,
i begin to feel the way i felt before,
butterflies in my stomach,
i couldnt spill it out,
but i think YOU LIKE HER,
YOU've fallen for someone else,
i cant deny but to say im jealous,
frm the moment i said i love YOU,
was the moment ive nvr stop loving YOU,
this isnt bout me, its bout YOU
i tried getting over it,
but i couldnt. and then again, i tried.
i wanted YOU to kno, i miss YOU so.
its hard for me to express my feelings now,
i just misssssss YOUUUUUUUUUU.
ahhhhhh i realised smth... everyone is hiding smth frm me. there's smth someone or anyone doesnt wanna tell me................................... fuck u all laaaaaaaa..!! ahhhhhh ppl calling me miss heartbreaker and alll.. i feeeeeeel so stupidddddddddddddddd.. i hate all of youuuuuuu.. =P

Monday, March 20

Thursday, March 16

i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
i believed those words and i was so happy
*you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but i couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although i will curse you, i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again
*we separated today
you said you wanted me to be happy
and find a better person than you
you're just like every other man
didn't you tell me you loved me?
actually, i don't want you to be happy
what if you find a girl who's prettier than me
and live happily with her?
what if it makes you forget me
when im hurting so much, so much i want to die
when i still love you so much...
don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl
and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you, i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you, i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it allI'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I neededI need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe itHold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
i now think you were begining to be like HER,
you're trying real hard to be HER man,
but somehow one day you'll fail miserably,
because i can tell and i truly kno yr not HER type.
for now i kno ur like tht, cuz ur inlove with HER,
i can tell, but listen! you wont be the one for HER,
i cant wait till the day you realise SHE's not the one,
so i'll just walk away and leave you alone to be HERS!

Wednesday, March 15

i fucking miss you!
Heres a story bout you and me,
whn i begin to have sweet memories of you and nvr stopped,
i dreamt of how we both met, we were holding hands,
walking towards the journey of our beautiful life.
i was so happy, you were telling me how much you love me,
and tht im yr life and we'll be one forever.
whn things were abt to get better.
i woke up knowing it was just a dream.
i cried till my eyes go dry.
knowing it was just a dream wanting it to be real.
i thought i was a fool. but den i realise this is love.
it was smth in me tht no one ever knew.
i believe tht one day fate will come to me.
and i'll be with you and i promise to never let you go.
but pls promise me one thing tht you'll be by my side all the time.
i cant control my feelings towards you.
i miss you.
and if one day we dont get to meet fate.
know tht you'll always be in my heart and i'll love you always.
i pray for you to be happy and strong all the time.
as i try to control this feelings i have towards you and stopthe million tears ive been laying all along.
i now kno its just a dream tht i've been wanting it to be real.
For now, tears may be falling,
And my thoughts keep circling to you.
But soon, things will get better.
If you hope, then they will always do.
i miss you.

Saturday, March 11

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated~

Sunday, March 5

u think you did the best for me, whn it was all wrong.
u always think im wrong, but look who's talking,
you were begging on my feet asking me back,whn i never thought of it,
frm tht day you liked her, was the day i let go,
every lil thing you do is down the drain,you hurt me like i was a toy,
you came back to me knowin u cant get her,
i was stupid enuff to go back to u and hurt myself in the end,
dont think yr innocent, whn i kno yr not.
yr frens can hate me but they dun kno the truth,
you talked bad abt me, behind my back,u think i dun kno, but i do,
u immediately told ppl bout wht happen,yr just craving for attention,
if only u kno how much i hate you now,ID BE GLAD.
dun only think yr hurt.yr just being selfish,
act like a man, talk like a man,dun be a pussy and cry to others,
settle things yrself not frm yr frens.
think properly im never going back to you!!!!
yr happy life is back DUDE!