Friday, July 28

the whole table was actually filled with natasha name. obsessions over nat!
HOORAY for nat. i miss you!



i was actually asking triff to come take pics with us. haha

we weren't even ready la
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...

Thursday, July 27

have you ever been betrayed oh wait. misjudged i mean, by ur friend? and he hates you just because you love bitchy-ing bout ppl. well i have. i admit 'YES' i bitch bout ppl. bout ppl i hate. bout ppl who gets in my way. BUT thrs a big but, i dont bitch bout ppl i love, ppl i trust, ppl who means alot to me. but this one particular person (preferb not to mention), is one of my very very good well mayb close friend. someone tht ive known...for abt 3 yrs plus. since form 1. YES i trust him a whole lot, eventho friends of this particular one tells me tht "..........." has a big mouth. i dont care. ive been having "........" back the whole time. "....." just didnt kno. i may have made manyyy manyyyyyy mistakes in life. said many things tht may have hurt you, him, her or them. i kno saying sorry wont help. but im sorry. i cared so much for "....." and i really treated "....." as my very very close friend. nvr once i neglected nor hated ".......". mayb one day "......." will realise and i hope "......." will. im sorry

Wednesday, July 26

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me
, no one above me
And I was all you had
And
though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears

after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
Oohhhhh

I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

Saturday, July 22

Thursday, July 20

i dont understand how guys care sooooooooooooo much bout tht fucking pride and dignity.
first he says we're bestfriends. now he claims tht he has a crush on me.
wht are you trying to tell me?
didnt you alrd have enough of me?
every guys are just the same.
you kept asking me Qs to make sure i was telling you the truth
you nvr believed me, did you?
thts why you kept on asking me those Qs
you said you dont wanna get hurt anymore, do you think i want to?
do you think its fun hurting someone?
if this is how you look at me, if this is how things gonna end.
and we'll just stay as friends. if thts the way you wanted things to be.
you said you have a crush on me, but yr afraid tht feelings wouldnt grow for me
if you want it to grow it will.

grrrr so pisting off.
Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire




You Are 60% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!


What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Michelle is your soulmate.
You truly love Maylyn.
You consider Justyne your true friend.
You know that Kimberly is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Caijin for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Edmund is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Jasmine is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Jenwae is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jenwae changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Natasha is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Natasha has a hidden internet romance.



Your Kissing Purity Score: 51% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Tuesday, July 18

. : Basics : .

[ .001. ] first name: for you to find out. =P
[ .002. ] middle name: lee min.
[ .003. ] last name: lim.
[ .004. ] nickname(s): min. lemon. lime. monkey.
[ .005. ] gender: female.
[ .006. ] age: 16.
[ .007. ] birthday: 2nd August. its coming!
[ .008. ] height: 160 cm.i kno im short. shudddup!
[ .009. ] hair color: dark brown.
[ .010. ] eye color: dark brown.
[ .011. ] race: chinese.
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nothing. haha i have perfect eye sight! =P
[ .013. ] do you have braces: yeah. cant wait to take it off.
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long =)
[ .015. ] where were you born: err like MSIA!
[ .016. ] current location: computer room.
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: leo. rawr!
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: eng and many more.
[ .019. ] nationality: malaysian. like duhh!
[ .020. ] bad habits: do i have any?lol
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 3 on left ear and 2 on right ear.
[ .022. ] piercings you want: one more, navel.
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: nopes.
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: one on waist bone.
[ .025. ] today's date: 18th july. i hate the 18ths grrr.
[ .026. ] the time: 3.28 pm.
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: guess so? lol.

. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: why would you wanna kno?
[ .029. ] father's name: find out urself.
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: i dont have any.
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): i dont have a brother. i wish i did.
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): leeyin (eldest), leehooi (second), leeling (sluttiest).
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: erh aunty betty?
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: uncle kuan wai.
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: ALL 4 of dem.
[ .036. ] worst relative: ALOT! hahah
[ .037. ] best relative: you don have to kno la.
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: not really.
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: NOT at all trust me. i wish they do.

. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: nope. i want a iguana.
[ .041. ] what are their names: min! my puppy's name was FLUFFY too! hahha
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: ....?

. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: unfortunately yes i am.
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope.
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: WHAT?!
[ .046. ] favorite grade: As ofcourse.
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: Fs.
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: NONE i hate all of em.
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: MY FUCKING MATH TEACHER.
[ .050. ] favorite subject: add math.
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: accounts, bm, history, econs....everything thts gotta do with BM.
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: wht do you think? buy lah.
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: volleyball.
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: yea. but not active.
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: how m i to tell? why dont u tell me.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: erh duno?
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: malay dance.
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: of me and him. grrr
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: ohh whn i fell down into the drain during my friend's party in front of so many ppl. sighh.

. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 22.
[ .062. ] clothing brand: topshop. mango.
[ .063. ] shoes: adidas.
[ .064. ] saying: name me all the vulgar languages.
[ .065. ] tv show : the oc.
[ .066. ] sport: swimming.
[ .067. ] vegetable: dunno wht is it called
[ .068. ] fruit: honeydew.
[ .069. ] movie: a walk to remember.
[ .070. ] magazine: seventeen.
[ .071. ] actor: alot?
[ .072. ] actress: jessica alba.
[ .073. ] candy: nerds.
[ .074. ] gum: i dun really eat gums.
[ .075. ] scent: secret wish.
[ .076. ] candy bar: dun really eat it too.
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: yam and vanilla.
[ .078. ] color: white and black.
[ .079. ] season: summer.
[ .080. ] holiday: yr end!
[ .081. ] band: good charlotte
[ .082. ] singer: usher.
[ .083. ] group: nsync.
[ .084. ] rapper: eminem.
[ .085. ] type of music: trance, emo love songs.
[ .086. ] thing in your room: too lazy to name
[ .087. ] place to be: with him.
[ .088. ] radio station: hitz. flyfm.
[ .089. ] tv channel: channel 70. 71.
[ .090. ] junk food: alot.
[ .091. ] overall food: jap!
[ .092. ] store: dunno.
[ .093. ] shoe brand: adidas. nike.
[ .094. ] fast food: mcd's
[ .095. ] restaurant: ZEN
[ .096. ] shape: err lame Q la.
[ .097. ] time of day: whnever it rains.
[ .098. ] country: paris. new york.
[ .099. ] state: kno wht? i duno which is state and country. fuck this. lol
[ .100. ] boys names: caleb.
[ .101. ] girls names: rene.
[ .102. ] mall: ou
[ .103. ] video game: forgotten wht is it called.
[ .104. ] shampoo: sunsilk
[ .105. ] board game: dun play any.
[ .106. ] computer game: gunbound lol.
[ .107. ] car: BMW
[ .108. ] music video: goin' crazy - natalie
[ .109. ] swear word: fuck. chibai.
[ .110. ] word: WTF
[ .111. ] month: feb and aug lol.
[ .112. ] cartoon character: happytreefriends
[ .113. ] scary movie: SAW. hills have eyes.
[ .114. ] team: ITALY and PORTUGAL.
[ .115. ] possession: friends.him?

. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: haylie again?!
[ .117. ] dog: nth.
[ .118. ] hot: darren
[ .119. ] britney spears: dumb slut
[ .120. ] nsync: nice emo songs.
[ .121. ] real world: nvr been better.
[ .122. ] orange: juice?
[ .123. ] choice: him!
[ .125. ] bisexual: him her they them. lol
[ .126. ] black: my fav
[ .127. ] icq: Outdated
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: scary.
[ .129. ] linkin park: screams.
[ .131. ] rainbow: beautiful
[ .132. ] cherry: WHT?.
[ .134. ] shark: swim to shore.
[ .135. ] lifehouse: i love their songs.
[ .136. ] bat: disgusting.
[ .137. ] leather: belts.
[ .138. ] whip: cream? lol
[ .139. ] america: BUSH
[ .140. ] water: beach.
[ .141. ] volcano: erupt
grrr min, youre so gonna die frm me. its taking me yrs. the Qs are dumb!

. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: pop?
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock.
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b.
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop.
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: WTF is wrong with this survey. so irritating!!
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park.
[ .153. ] tool or korn: im gonna skip all this.
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: jlo!
[ .155. ] hot or cold: both?
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[.157. ] spring or fall: both.
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira.
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem.
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson. dont wanna close my eyes. dun wanna fall asleep cause i miss you baby.
[ .161. ] atomic kitten or garbage: atomic kitten
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: EWW none
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls.
[ .165. ] football or basketball: footie!
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer.
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skate boarding.
[ .169. ] black or white: black.
[ .170. ] orange or red: red.
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[.172. ] purple or pink: pink.
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither
[ .174. ] moon or sun: moon.
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside.
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: WEED hhaha nehh alcohol.
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cells ofcourse
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen.
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuffgirls.
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: schoooobydoooobydooooo!
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: WTF those are for kiddies
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: eww none. its the same!
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: TATTOO!
[ .184. ] prep or punk: none.
[ .185. ] slut or whore: wht do you think?

. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope.
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yea.
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i think i don.
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: duh! have you?!
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: countable tht is
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: last yr
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: a few? im sorry, i dint mean to sigh.
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: OMG so many!!!
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: cant think of any now.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: adorable.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yea.
[ .197. ] do you have a picture of yourself: duh
[ .198. ] do you go by looks or personality: looks would be the ultimate first attraction den comes personality. but to those who has looks but personality wise sucks. thts a nah ah.
[ .199. ] ever kiss a friend: yea.
[ .200. ] are you still friends: ofcourse.
[ .201. ] so moving along..do you smoke: .....no?
[ .202. ] do you smoke weed: nope.
[ .203. ] ever trip on acid: neh.
[ .204. ] how about a little x: huh? say wht?
[ .205. ] crack, heroin, anything else: wht?
[ .206. ] beer good or beer bad: beer good.
[ .207. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: erh nope.
[ .208. ] do you like smirnoff ice: whts tht?
[ .209. ] prefer beer or liquor: liqour.
[ .210. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: SLK
[ .211. ] are you a virgin: like duh.

. : Would you ever : .
[ .212. ] bungee jump: YES i want !
[ .213. ] sky dive: i want to.
[ .214. ] swim with dolphins: YES.
[ .215. ] scuba dive: alrd did.
[ .220. ] go rock climbing: would love to !
[ .221. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: NEVER!
[ .222. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: never. ill nvr do tht.
[ .223. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: ive nvr done tht and i nvr will.
[ .224. ] cross-dress: we'll see .
[ .225. ] lie to the police: depends.
[ .226. ] run from the police: i'll nvr get caught la.
[ .227. ] lie to your parents: alrd did
[ .228. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: eww no.
[ .229. ] be an exotic dancer: duno!
[ .230. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: hmm neh.
[ .231. ] streak: wht?

. : Your friends : .
[ .232. ] best friend: justyne, mich, kimmy, natasha, maylyn, jasmine.
[ .233. ] known longest: hermon. since 3?
[ .234. ] wish you talked to more: HIM.
[ .235. ] wish you saw more: him again.
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: him ofcourse.
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: the ones ive mentioned above.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': cant recall.
[ .239. ] craziest: justyne.
[ .240. ] loudest: caijin.
[ .241. ] shyest: mich in a way? but come to think of it again, she's even braver than i am. haha
[ .242. ] best hair: natasha!
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: natasha, justyne, kimmy, michyy.
[ .244. ] best eyes: natalie. beautiful eyes.
[ .245. ] best body: caijin i guess, kimmy is tooooooo skinny.
[ .246. ] most athletic: caijin.
[ .247. ] sex symbol: hahah justyne, you horny ass.
[ .248. ] hot tempered: me! hahah.
[ .249. ] most impatient: me again!
[ .250. ] shortest: natasha!
[ .251. ] tallest: pikyie!
[ .252. ] talented: hmm lets say...natasha?.
[ .254. ] skinniest: i'll have to say KIMMY!
[ .255. ] nicest: all of em.
[ .256. ] best personality: this i cant tell.
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: natasha? hahah

i decided tht i shud just stop here. thanks alot min.. grr. im so lifeless noww. =(

Monday, July 17

hey ppl, remember reading the news bout girls bullying other girls in sch uniform on the front page of The Star?


well this is the video of them whacking the poor girl in Miri, grrr i bet some girls would feel really pumped up. i mean how can someone eg; GIRLS whack another girl? dont they feel the pain. grrr these girl thts been bullied, i very well believe tht mayb one day whn she's a lil older, she'll bully other girls younger than her, due to her past. sigh watch this.
MUST WATCH!

and this other video was shot in Singapore at one of the stairs of the apartments. whr this young girl i believe being bullied by a bunch of older girls. she was stripped, kicked in the stomach and her breast. they even tried to take her pants off. its really sad to watch this. but just watch it laaa.
MUST WATCH!

Friday, July 14

i decided to put my egoism aside,
only to find out the truth,
tht you nvr felt the same way i do.
it hit me right thru my heart,
and i drenched my pillow,
simply because i will not own you,
the feelings irks me,
i need you.
they told me i will get you if i show you whts true love,
but i guess loving you isnt enough.
im sorry im not ur dream girl
as ive been wishin i was all along
i still need you
yay im going s'pore tmr. will be back on sunday eve. =)
My Far Related Sister.haha
Natasha Lim Yun Lyn.


I just cant get enough of her. Lol
representing, Michelle Leong Yee Ling. i love you girl




Wednesday, July 12

Feelings for you wilted my estranged,
Perhaps night stays, nevertheless part from me.
I lost you more than thought of in any time I wanted,
I request for you but I dont see you,
Without your existance, the pain does not leave me.
Bliss leaves no child in desperation. I love you.
ذبل أحاسيسي ل أنت نفر ،
ربّما يبقى ليل ، غير أنّ جزء من هو بعد.
أنا أفتقد أنت أكثر من فكّر أنا في أيّ وقت أنا أردت ،
أنا ألتمس ل أنت إفرتيم أنا لا أرى أنت ،
أنا جربت ي وسادة إفرنيغت دون أور دعوة ،
طفلة لا يتركني بلس في قنوط.أنا أحبّ أنت




sein jetzt können etwas von Ihnen haben geschätzt bereits, daß weiß ich wirklich sagen wollte.
나는 사랑한다 Давид
sometimes we dont get wht we want in life,
mayb you're something i'll nvr own,
the thought of you irks me,
wanting you here by my side,
so hard for me to control these feelings i have for you,
baby don make me wait,
i really do love you.

Sunday, July 9

drum rolls. TIEH SIEW HAUR!
i'll be dead if he knows i posted this. lol



he was saying " MIX EVERYTHING LA" hahah




hah stupid boi. you were DRUNK! liarrrr. say can tahan. pffft.


The many faces of HoJenWae!





he was alrd irritated by me taking pics of him for no reason. hahah
hahah this pic is hillarious





shit! he's gonna kill me if he finds out.
but neways it entertaining. hahah righhhhtt michhhyy?
haha. we thought she was SCRATCHING her ass
but kimmy admitted and said tht she was DIGGING her ass
haha! she admitted it herself. hahaha!
i`m sorry kimmy. i just had to. hahaha
these feelings i kept all along,
you couldnt tell.
feelings for you has gotten deeper,
deeper than i thought it would,
are you giving me signs or are u always like tht?
grrrrr. im feeling insecure!!

Thursday, July 6