When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

Sometimes we tend to want the ones who doesn't want us anymore.
To want the ones who hurts us like a bitch.
We want them because we still feel for them.
Because we think they worth every minute of our time.
We hope for things to be alright, when it's impossible.
When you've set your mind straight, go with it.
Don't look back. I regret, because that 1 sec has changed me.
And that's when I made a huge mistake.

Secrets will tear you apart

Many of you have no idea what kind of person I am.
Some of you prolly have a rough image of how am I towards guys.
And when you come to know who am I really in the inside,
You'd probably go "No wonder Thomas left her. Good for her."
Yes, I don't blame him.
In fact, I thank him for who I am today.
Because if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have been SO aware of people around me.
He's thought me to be more careful.
Yes, and by now you'd probably be thinking 'HAHAHA no wonder she got no boyfriend for so long la'
And yes, thats because I've been more aware that it has made me be more choosy with the guys.
For the fact that I don't want to be feeling the way I felt when I was with him.
And right now, because of things. I've been pointing every little mistake someone does.
I know I know, no ones perfect.
But somehow, I know I'd find the right guy for me.
It may not be soon. But I know, someday I will.
Why rush into a relationship?

"It's not worth it. Did you think it was?"

The more you defend a lie, the angrier you become.


Kids nowadays are starting to think it's cool to smoke.
The percentage of lesbianism has gone up.
What's happening to the new generation?

I just heard from my mom that my niece...
my NIECE!!! is a lesbian -____-
I am no where to advise her on this.
But who's to blame?
PARENTS! hahahhahahah



Btw, you've got the word annoying written all over your face.
Did you know that it's rude to call people names even before getting together?
Respect

I was reading a friend's blog, and I came across on her research about few ways what to do and what not to do while dating a girl.
Here, read and learn!

Its a shame, really! Some guys are perfect until it comes to the question of timing and actions.

Here are some do’s and don’t’s I've recollected from experience.

Rule no 1 :
DON’T EVER EVER EVER, NO MATTER HOW GOODLOOKING OR CHARMING YOU THINK YOU MAY BE, SAY I LOVE YOU ON YOUR FIRST DATE.
Telling a girl you love her on the first date is like telling her “hey babe, I’m a liar. Marry me?”
Who do you think your fooling? It’ll take more than a date to cultivate anything close to love and to pretend you actually do love her over small lunch talk…ergh..NEXT!

Rule no 2 :
IF YOU WERE DIMWITTED ENOUGH TO TELL A GIRL THAT YOU LOVE HER ON YOUR FIRST DATE AND NOT GET A REPLY, (thank you does not count as a decent reply) DON’T ASK HER IF SHE LIKES YOU BACK.
Now really. At this point I’m wondering whether to sprint as fast as possible away from this guy or to knock him out with a dinner plate. I believe “thank you” is a polite way of saying “hey I don’t love you back but since your paying for dinner, I’m just gonna go right ahead and say thank you instead”

If she likes you, she’ll drop a hint. If you like her, drop a hint back. I said hint NOT a nuclear bomb. This should be mutual..no forcing should be apart of any relationship.

Rule no 3 :
DO NOT DECLARE YOUR UNDYING LOVE FOR HER BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU ARE EVEN TOGETHER.
I absolutely don’t get this type of men. Before you actually officially start dating, the friendship point is incredibly important. Try not to get too much feelings involved that it might blur your vision of friendship.
(This one’s a bit tricky. I admit I’ve fallen into the “I don’t think I can live without you” trap once or twice before but there’s a huge difference between letting your girl know that your taking the relationship seriously and telling a girl you want to have her babies.)

How are you suppose to get to know your future girlfriend when all you can think about is how you can never live without her. Remember your trying to win her, not scare her into a life-binding contract with you for eternity.

One way NOT to do this is by declaring your undying love to her. You want to let her know you care, not that your ready to jump in front of a bus for her. That may be a lil too deep for the start of a relationship and might make her feel pressured to love you back when she might not.



Rule no 4 :
KEEP THE MYSTERY GOING.
So the two of you had dinner and had a great time. Your dying to see her again…DON’T SHOW IT! You can sit at home plotting on ways to “coincidentally” bump into each other but just don’t let her know ;)

Where’s the fun when you don’t have to work for it right?

Let her linger in the thoughts of your previous date until she’s begging to get your call.(don’t leave her begging too long. You’ll be sorry if she hopped into someone’s arm cause the hopeless idiot she went out with never called)

Its all about the timing. Calling her right away wont give her time to miss you. Remember that absence makes the heart grow fonder. Wait a day or two then message her or give her some signal of life.

Its sad to see a great guy make a move too fast. It kills the adventurousness of your courting period. You don’t want your relationship to be routine cause you’ll be bored in 18 days and wondering why u never took my advice.
Which makes me come to..



Rule no 5 :
WHEN YOU SAY YOUR GONNA CALL. MEAN IT.
Some men have the tendency of ending their calls with “I’ll call you later” instead of ”goodbye”..
I don’t know about other women, but there’s nothing I hate more then empty promises. And when you say your gonna call..i take that as an appointment. Subconsciously, I’ll be waiting for your call and when I receive that imaginary call from my mind telling me what a loser I was for waiting, I’ll take revenge. Revenge meaning I’ll secretly be plotting on ways to be mean to you or you’ll never hear from me again(depending on how long I waited and how anxious I was to hear from you)



Rule no 6 :
IF SHE SAYS “I’M BUSY” AND CONVENIENTLY FORGETS TO ADD “CAN YOU CALL ME BACK”,
THAT MEANS SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK TO YOU.
It’s the cold hard truth that some people might find hard to understand. If she wants to talk to you, she’ll find a way eventually. If you call her 8 times a day and all eight phone conversation cant hold up for a good 5 minutes, that means you should stop calling her so often so you can go to your bedroom and pathetically list down potential conversation starters.

And who in the right mind calls a person he/she likes, 16 times a day. It doesn’t make sense. Its like you’re constantly trying to keep an eye on her. Give the girl some space already; you’re not her mother.

And if she really likes you, she’ll make time out of her busy schedule to talk to you. A woman would stop the world from rotating just so she could hold up a conversation with the “chosen one”. Seriously



Rule no 7 :
DON’T EVER TELL HER THAT SHE LOOKS YOUNGER THAN SHE ACTUALLY IS UNLESS SHE’S ANYTHING ABOVE THE AGE OF 45.
A guy I once went on a date with told me he thought I was actually 14. well guess what? That was our first and last date.

That’s right. Infact, leave age out of your conversation as much as possible, especially on your first date. Afterall, age is just a number.

A woman doesn’t want to be commented on how old she looks, no matter how much you think your complimenting her. just stick to general terms like beautiful and pretty.(if she’s actually beautiful or pretty that is.



Rule no 8 :
DON’T COMPLEMENT HER IF ITS NOT GENUINE.
Some women can tell if your lying through your nostrils and ofcourse there are some women blonde enough to believe the things you men come up with.

It’s a win win situation. Door A leads to a complete an honest relationship where you can tell your wife whether she looks extra fat in that green summer dress(which mind you, you better not tell her . somethings should be left sugar coated whether detected or not)and how you prefer her in the blue striped dress but also means you’ll probably get a mouthful for not being completely honest.

Door B leads to the blonde who’ll take everything you say. The advantage: when you tell her she looks gorgeous in that hideous purple hat. she’ll buy it.
At the same time, you’ll be lying your anus off to her your entire life.(that might do some damage to your conscience)
You pick.

But in my books…a liar is a liar no matter in what form he comes in.

If anytime throughout this post, did you hold your breath, or your mouth hung open or your pupils dilated that means you are a victim of harassive dating habits.

Remember, denial is not the answer. so take the advice. You know you need it.

So, do you follow the rules or do you break them? HAHA!

I MISS YOU TOOOOO,BuTCH!
i dunt care.u must make it up to me after SfcukinPM
:D

*mwah mwah*

with love,
JASMiiiNE

I'm bored and tired and hungry and irritated -______-
Everyone stop updating their blogs -____-
Like once in 3 days? -_____-
Boringggg!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!


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Pretty anot? my face so long! hahahha

PRETTY lehhh :D

A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover. Very nice song!
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HAH! bitchess! I got back my old e-mail add already! :D:D:D

I hate people who blogs about emo stuff only.
Which means, I hate myself HAHAHAHAHA.
Very irritating! -_-
Yes, I'm irritating haha!

Some mother fucker just hacked into my Hotmail account.
And now, I can't retrieve my password.
Cause the fucker is so smart, that he eventually changed my secret question also.
So, I'll be using a new e-mail address.

limleeemin@hotmail.com

Reminder : Block and delete my older account. I heard the mother fucker is sending out virus from my account. Thank you!

I wonder, how could someone actually bother copying.

I mean, don't you have penchant for the things you like?

For instance, like the things you like or the things you want.

The way you write, or the way you talk

Why is it that its a need for you to copy or be someone else.

Don't you love yourself anymore?

I don't see a reason why you should copy.

May be you do this because you've not found yourself. HAHA!





poor kid..

As time passes, it became less important to me.
Because when I was there for you, you were there for me.
But when you found someone to love, you stop being there for me.
You spent most of your time with your new found love and made it more important to you, thus you spent less time on me.
I felt a drift.
Eventually, I stop caring for you the way I did.
But I know that somehow, you'll eventually fall back because I've been a friend you needed at all times.
But were you?
I constantly kept pulling myself away from you because I know that when you're in love, my presence has disappeared.
Did you realize?
How we are now, you did it yourself.
If you cared and was more aware of what was happening, things wouldn't have gone wrong.
But I'm still working as a friend, because I know you'll eventually realize.
And I know it's not gonna be long from now.
I'm glad and I hope you have realized that there's still good in me, as it has in you. :)






CheeHo is a MURDERER!-__________-

Happy pickchar :D

I love ice creams! :D
Everyone loves ice creams.
Do you?
Even babies loves ice creams.
Old people loves them too.
Ice cream makes everyone happy.
And it makes me happy tooo :D:D:D

see! fatty loves ice creams too! :D

mmmm, strawberry cheesecake ice creammm! :D

My iguana's dead -_______-
Well, it's been a month since it passed away.
Baby only :( blame CheeHo.
He killed my baby.

Anyways, I'd like to talk about myself today.
I'm a very hot tempered person,
who's never satisfied with the things she has.
And I love to ignore people.
Really. That's what I do best.
I ignore because that person is either irritating or I simply just don't like that person.
I'm very easily irritated too.
Especially people who likes asking me stupid questions. HAHA
Bottom line is, I'm evil.
And I'm very also lan c. I don't like saying/waving hi to people I bump into.
Not unless they wave/say hi to me first. HAHA
Have I told you, that I'm very revengeful :D
THIS IS ME!
I'm not who you see in the picture.
So, don't think you know me, when the fact that you don't, AT ALL!

Do you really know me?

A hug worths more than a kiss.
I'd very much prefer a hug more than a kiss.
It's much easier to hug someone than to kiss.
You can hug a stranger but its weird to kiss a stranger.

You'd see a wider smile on a person's face when is being hugged.

So, let's start hugging.

When you see me, be sure to give me a hug.

Because I love hugs :D

hug (hg)
v. hugged, hug·ging, hugs
v.tr.
1. To clasp or hold closely, especially in the arms, as in affection; embrace.
2. To hold steadfastly to; cherish: He still hugs his outmoded beliefs.
3. To stay close to: a sailboat hugging the shore.
v.intr.
To embrace or cling together closely.
n.
1. A close, affectionate embrace.
2. A crushing embrace, as in wrestling.

AiPeng once said this to me
on the 22/05/2006 07:24pm

"Poor little girl, you bleed so pretty"
Why cry when he is not there to dry your tears?

and I think what she said is very good.
Has a lot of meaning to it.

So, what are your plans for the hols?
I'll be staying home
Drowning myself with books.
I need to drink.
I want to drink.
Let's go drinking!
But I realized ever since I started drinking.
It's been bringing bad to me.
I think I'm addicted to coffee.
At least one glass a day.
Is it bad?
Do you think I should stop drinking?
Wait, are you confused? HAHA!
SPM is in 39 days.
I can't wait for Langkawiii! :D
I love my friends.
They've been so nice to me, really!
Not like they've never been nice to me.
You know, sometimes you never expect them to care so much.
But then you're wrong, they care for you more than you know :D
And and I think I'll be going to the Taylor's School of Hospitality and Tourism.
But I'm not quite happy with the twinning programme. Adelaide -__-
Boring. I think I'll just do 3 + 0 unless I have friends who's going to Adelaide too :S

Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.

and i love RenHao,
cause he sends me nice songs! :D:D:D
Mr. Invisible! hahahha.

If you have thought of her as a close friend,
You wouldn't have done this to her.
If you said your intentions were good,
Then why did you do it?
If you said you never wanted things to happen,
Why did you let it happen?
If you said you didn't want any misunderstandings,
Why didn't you tell earlier?
If you said that I was being fake,
Then what are you?
If you think that we're gonna be friends forever,
Think again.
If you were only more concern on how she would've felt,
Then stop making guys so important to you.
And if and only if you were more of yourself and less of someone else,
We wouldn't have treated you this way.
So, stop hurting her.

Honestly, you are not who I see in the outside.
And it makes you a lil fake,
Because you were never this nice to me.
So just be you, and not try too hard to impress me.

Are you a fighter?

At times we have to learn to be selfish.
I am a fighter I must say.
I like fighting for the things I want.
I lose interest in things if there's no need for me to fight for.
Everybody likes things that are free.
It's not like I don't.
But I'd appreciate it more if I have fought for it.
So, why can't you be a fighter and have not given up easily
It's like when you keep giving in to that person, they'd stop fighting.
& it's bad, because they've stop fighting for you.
I know at some point, we'd eventually stop fighting for the things we want.
That's only because we know that if we keep fighting, we're only hurting ourselves by knowing the outcome.
And sometimes, when you keep fighting.. you'll eventually end up winning the game.
So, I need you to be a fighter.

Dah bagi banyak discount dah.
Kalau bagi terlalu banyak, dah tak syok.