I wonder if I was meant for you.

Many of you have no idea what kind of person I am.
Some of you prolly have a rough image of how am I towards guys.
And when you come to know who am I really in the inside,
You'd probably go "No wonder Thomas left her. Good for her."
Yes, I don't blame him.
In fact, I thank him for who I am today.
Because if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have been SO aware of people around me.
He's thought me to be more careful.
Yes, and by now you'd probably be thinking 'HAHAHA no wonder she got no boyfriend for so long la'
And yes, thats because I've been more aware that it has made me be more choosy with the guys.
For the fact that I don't want to be feeling the way I felt when I was with him.
And right now, because of things. I've been pointing every little mistake someone does.
I know I know, no ones perfect.
But somehow, I know I'd find the right guy for me.
It may not be soon. But I know, someday I will.
Why rush into a relationship?

"It's not worth it. Did you think it was?"