And after all the damage you've caused.
Did you think sorry is enough to mend.
Was it worth every penny, every drip of tears you made me shed.
"You're not the fool. He isn't either. He's an asshole!"
Thursday, November 29
It's aching in places.
What have I got myself into?
More trouble I guess.
Mistakes we've made a few.
Crying is the only cure to the pain you feel.
Sometimes you sit and watch the world revolve
To realize that you were only reminiscing about your past.
Was it good or did it suck so badly for you?
You know, I know that some times things aren't mean to be told.
But to be able to turn to someone for help,
Actually helps a lot.
Keeping things in you, would only wound your wounded heart.
I teared over what I've done to myself.
What I got myself into.
But in the end of the day,
"Everything happens for a reason"
And probably there is a reason to what has happened.
And some times, may be, just may be
We resort to something we think that is a cure for pain.
Tuesday, November 27
Guys with egoism bigger than themselves should rot.
It's annoying, really!
Like my dad, he never fails to argue till some one gives in.
He has to win.
I think sometimes guys should give space to the girls to fit their egoism into too.
And sometimes I think guys stink.
They think they're all so great.
But the fact is without women, there wouldn't be any male species.
And vice versa.
Guys/Men should start appreciating women before we all turn lesbians and stop reproducing.
Then that's the end of the world.
Bye bye dicks :]
And if you're wondering, am I a lesbian?
Hmmm, go figure!
I was told to wash my feet every night to avoid nightmares.
Ahh yes, been having numerous nightmares lately this year.
In reality, this year is pretty much a good year for me.
Been quite happy with everything.
No problems, no fights, no arguments. (Well, I'm talking about big ones, of course)
Other than that, everythings pretty much going my way.
Just that in dreams, bad year for me.
Googled 'Dreams Mood Dictionary' the other day to find out why.
And yea, everything pretty much lead to the same crap.
So, wash my feet every night before hitting the sheets.
That's if I remember. LOL
Ahh yes, been having numerous nightmares lately this year.
In reality, this year is pretty much a good year for me.
Been quite happy with everything.
No problems, no fights, no arguments. (Well, I'm talking about big ones, of course)
Other than that, everythings pretty much going my way.
Just that in dreams, bad year for me.
Googled 'Dreams Mood Dictionary' the other day to find out why.
And yea, everything pretty much lead to the same crap.
So, wash my feet every night before hitting the sheets.
That's if I remember. LOL
"pretty much" hahahha
You're very irritating.
Everything you blog about, is so not you.
You're just pretending to be someone..
Someone cool -___-
Do you think its cool to blog like that?
You copy, and that's what you do best.
Copy paste from people's blog, right?
From top to bottom, you're everything but not you.
STOP IT LA PHOTOSTAT MACHINE.
ugh, thank god I won't be seeing you next year or anytime soon!
HAPPY GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL without having to see you. :D
Everything you blog about, is so not you.
You're just pretending to be someone..
Someone cool -___-
Do you think its cool to blog like that?
You copy, and that's what you do best.
Copy paste from people's blog, right?
From top to bottom, you're everything but not you.
STOP IT LA PHOTOSTAT MACHINE.
ugh, thank god I won't be seeing you next year or anytime soon!
HAPPY GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL without having to see you. :D
Monday, November 19
You know.. soon we'll all drift apart and have friends of our own.
No longer as close as before.
Because then.. we'll all be busy with college and assignments.
You guys will soon leave Malaysia to further your studies.
I wonder if we'll still keep in contact.
I really don't wanna grow old anymore.
Because I'm happy now.
Happy with everything I have.
Why is it that when everythings going my way,
Things has to change?
And again, so much for graduating high school :'(
Sometimes I wish I never knew.
Just so I wouldn't get stuck in the middle.
Whether or not to keep it away from a friend.
Because if she knew, its gonna hurt her.
But not for long.
And if I were to tell her, I'd be betraying his trust.
I hate having to know everything.
When all I can do is watch things happen.
It makes it harder for me, to watch you hurt slowly.
Getting your heart broken from a new one.
Sometimes I'd rather be lied to than to know the truth.
I'd prefer for you to keep it a secret just so I wouldn't feel this way.
But if I found out, I would be so pissed.
So pissed at you that I would even think of killing you for doing that to her.
Ah, I hate the situation I'm in now.
Now all I can do is watch things happen and hope the best for you.
I hate you,
When you had no one, I was the one there for you.
I hate you cause you're so dumb to love someone who hurts you.
Its so absurd to watch you kiss her when you told me you hated her -_-
I really don't wanna see you two anymore.
Cause you both annoy me, like crap.
Ah, I feel so much better after lifting it off my chest.
Add math tmr.
xx
No longer as close as before.
Because then.. we'll all be busy with college and assignments.
You guys will soon leave Malaysia to further your studies.
I wonder if we'll still keep in contact.
I really don't wanna grow old anymore.
Because I'm happy now.
Happy with everything I have.
Why is it that when everythings going my way,
Things has to change?
And again, so much for graduating high school :'(
Sometimes I wish I never knew.
Just so I wouldn't get stuck in the middle.
Whether or not to keep it away from a friend.
Because if she knew, its gonna hurt her.
But not for long.
And if I were to tell her, I'd be betraying his trust.
I hate having to know everything.
When all I can do is watch things happen.
It makes it harder for me, to watch you hurt slowly.
Getting your heart broken from a new one.
Sometimes I'd rather be lied to than to know the truth.
I'd prefer for you to keep it a secret just so I wouldn't feel this way.
But if I found out, I would be so pissed.
So pissed at you that I would even think of killing you for doing that to her.
Ah, I hate the situation I'm in now.
Now all I can do is watch things happen and hope the best for you.
I hate you,
When you had no one, I was the one there for you.
I hate you cause you're so dumb to love someone who hurts you.
Its so absurd to watch you kiss her when you told me you hated her -_-
I really don't wanna see you two anymore.
Cause you both annoy me, like crap.
Ah, I feel so much better after lifting it off my chest.
Add math tmr.
xx
I met your mummy the other night.
She was bragging about your results.
But, I still like your mummy better than mine.
Because she's very nice
Unlike you, I don't like you,
cause you very irritating.
You like to talk about me.
When are you gonna stop?
And step mom was asking 'I thought she was gonna get straight A's?'
All I said was 'I don't know, and I don't care.'
Unlike you, right?
Forever budding your nose into someone elses problem.
You very kepoh right?
Mind your own business la.
"Must have border line" -_-
Who are you man?
kid.
She was bragging about your results.
But, I still like your mummy better than mine.
Because she's very nice
Unlike you, I don't like you,
cause you very irritating.
You like to talk about me.
When are you gonna stop?
And step mom was asking 'I thought she was gonna get straight A's?'
All I said was 'I don't know, and I don't care.'
Unlike you, right?
Forever budding your nose into someone elses problem.
You very kepoh right?
Mind your own business la.
"Must have border line" -_-
Who are you man?
kid.
Tuesday, November 13
I tell you, I really need to rant now.
Fucker, I hate those bloody machans -_______-
Ugh, they piss me off like hell.
Sejarah on the other hand fucking frustrating.
Unable to leave the examination hall early was even more frustrating.
Feeling sticky then sweating like a pig -______-
OMG thank God its over. Seriously!
I hate machansssssssss!!!!!!! tiu.
3 down, 6 to go.
Fucker, I hate those bloody machans -_______-
Ugh, they piss me off like hell.
Sejarah on the other hand fucking frustrating.
Unable to leave the examination hall early was even more frustrating.
Feeling sticky then sweating like a pig -______-
OMG thank God its over. Seriously!
I hate machansssssssss!!!!!!! tiu.
3 down, 6 to go.
Saturday, November 10
Thursday, November 8
I got tagged by Stephanie
Rules:
1. Tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.Points about the special 'person':
1. APPEARANCE- A lil meaty and muscular. Someone that's nice to hug and easy to cuddle in. Eyes, ahh eyes.. sexy eyes! :D Not too tall, not too short. Just nice! cause I'm short. Dressing must be presentable. Able to dress well on whatever occasions. LOL Piercings and Tattoos. yesyes, it turns me on. haha. Bottom line, he doesn't have to be the next Brad Pitt or Collin Farrell to impress me.
2. INTELLIGENCE- Def smart. Able to answer questions I throw. He has to be smarter than me, of course!
3. ROMANTIC- Not too romantic. I'd very much prefer surprises! Even lil notes I receive everyday would put a smile on my face!
4. FUNNY- That's right. He's gotta be funny. Able to make me laugh at his jokes. Because if you know me, I laugh all the time. But also has to be serious at times. And no lame jokes -____- that's a turn off.
5. TRUSTWORTHY- Ahh yes, this is one of my weakess point. He must not lie and must always stay truthful to me. Even if its something small. It doesn't really matter. No lyings!
6. BAD TEMPER- He must not be very quick to judge. Must be able to control his temper and listen to whatever I have to explain (if I'm in a wrong). And must not throw tantrums on me! Though my temper is always bad :S haha
7. UNDERSTANDING- YES! must be very understanding. Even if he doesn't, at least try. I'm not that deep for them to understand the little things that would make me happy or angry. He must know that whatever I do, I've got an explanation to it.
8. RICH- Yes I know, many of you think I go for rich guys. The fact is, I don't. He need not pay for my meal or treat me anything at all. Just pay your part and I'll pay mine!
I tag whoever who wants to do this.
xx
Rules:
1. Tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.Points about the special 'person':
1. APPEARANCE- A lil meaty and muscular. Someone that's nice to hug and easy to cuddle in. Eyes, ahh eyes.. sexy eyes! :D Not too tall, not too short. Just nice! cause I'm short. Dressing must be presentable. Able to dress well on whatever occasions. LOL Piercings and Tattoos. yesyes, it turns me on. haha. Bottom line, he doesn't have to be the next Brad Pitt or Collin Farrell to impress me.
2. INTELLIGENCE- Def smart. Able to answer questions I throw. He has to be smarter than me, of course!
3. ROMANTIC- Not too romantic. I'd very much prefer surprises! Even lil notes I receive everyday would put a smile on my face!
4. FUNNY- That's right. He's gotta be funny. Able to make me laugh at his jokes. Because if you know me, I laugh all the time. But also has to be serious at times. And no lame jokes -____- that's a turn off.
5. TRUSTWORTHY- Ahh yes, this is one of my weakess point. He must not lie and must always stay truthful to me. Even if its something small. It doesn't really matter. No lyings!
6. BAD TEMPER- He must not be very quick to judge. Must be able to control his temper and listen to whatever I have to explain (if I'm in a wrong). And must not throw tantrums on me! Though my temper is always bad :S haha
7. UNDERSTANDING- YES! must be very understanding. Even if he doesn't, at least try. I'm not that deep for them to understand the little things that would make me happy or angry. He must know that whatever I do, I've got an explanation to it.
8. RICH- Yes I know, many of you think I go for rich guys. The fact is, I don't. He need not pay for my meal or treat me anything at all. Just pay your part and I'll pay mine!
I tag whoever who wants to do this.
xx
