I miss my baby nephew!

Novemeber 22nd, 2008.



As I stare blankly up in the sky, I watch my sadness wash away

I reached down my pocket and took my phone out,

Trying to capture every good moment I have now with you.

I watch the birds fly across the sky,

the clouds moving so slowly, passing us by.

Then came a storm, I held your hand so tight,

I didn't want to be harmed, because I knew you'd keep me safe,

safe from all my fears.

I touched the ring on my thumb, spinning it round and round.

Then I realize, that nothings ever gonna harm us.

I'm safe with you and you help took away all my fears.

Cheers to our achievement for coming this far.

Can't wait for it to be done!

I'm finally done with my first year of Degree.

Hope I'm not jinxing it :S

I didn't do well for this semester I must say.

Feels as if imma fail the whole semester, sigh.

I'm on hols already! Wheepededoodayyy

This is my longest ever with anyone,

I cherish every moment with you

I hope we'd spend many more years together.

I love you.

Listening to: Tamia - Officially missing you.

Okay, so today I sorta got my health checked in college.

Results shows that I'm healthy just underweight and my metabolism rate is too low.

Think I gotta go to the gym at least once a week.

Before I get fat in 10 years time :S

Will start from this week.

Also, my course is ending! Hurray!

5 more assignments to go. What a relief.

Recently, I've also just sent my application to KDU.

Don't know if I'm getting in. *prays hard*

Although the college really looks like a bloody jail cell.

Am also looking forward to our 1st anniversary trip :D

Okay, I'm out of news already.

Goodnight, nap time!

Us messing around with Photo Booth.

Went swimming just this week with naughty naughty Ethan.
I miss him already.

Just look at him, so cute!
Can't wait to see him.
He's coming down :D

My relatives are down for 2 nights already for my cousin's wedding.
I don't like going for wedding dinners, they're so boring.

My niece and I.

Btw, those are her sunnies. Lol

Of tears and laughters.
The slut face have officially left today.
It wasn't a very joyful situation, although all of us are happy for him.
But definitely we'll be missing you.
9 months will pass very soon.

Mom's birthday dinner, 10th September 09.

Sean's open house @ Cheras.











I'm counting down to our first year together.
Can't wait to see the look on your face this weekend, hopefully.

Merdeka's Eve @ Vincent's. More on Facebook.






I've got 3 days of classes only now :D
Might switch to KDU next year too.
Goodnight.
Will update on Sean's open house when Natalie and Estee sends the pictures.

Uni has been one hell of a pain.
With assignments pilling in and up.
And stupid researches that are pointless in my line.

I've got 3 more to go and more to come.

I wanna go swimming. I wanna go shopping.

Ho jenwaeeeeeeee! Hurry.

Will update on Merdeka's Eve once I get pictures from Kelimms.

Lynn & I, one of those days in Kok's house drinking.

Our 3 sequence IDM story telling picture!

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Intentional babies, I still can't forget the past.

The intentions you've always had in mind.

Intentional babies, the past will never be forgotten.

The fragmented pieces will always remain just as it is.

Time and actions cannot fix things ever.

There'll always be crossing dashes, like parallel lines, never meeting.

--

Mama said didn't like you cause of your face.
Mama also said she saw something before she even got to know you.
Mama didn't even like you from the beginning.

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Chinese turn Arab in Airport, '08

Attended Jenwae's grandma's 70th birthday last night.















Attending was bad enough, meeting all his relatives was fun but scary at the same time.

What's worse is when I was forced into a family photo :S

Because the tears isn't complete from sunrise,
The misleading heartache so insufferrable.
I'm just a baby, crying out for someone to hold.
I don't look highly upon myself to keep this from going right.
Somewhere along the way, I'm quite sure of letting everything down.
Losing them bit by bit, by the tip of my fingers.
Its extremely indescribable scrunching pain my heart bears.
The aplomb I have within isn't enough to bring me anywhere far.
My heart can't carry anymore desolation,
the empty space in my heart are what's left for happiness.

I think I'm closing this down.
It has been left unattended for almost 2 months already.

I'm really clueless over people who likes to brag.
There's noting beneficial you can possibly get out of it..
'Cept for attention.
It's really annoying.
There's no need to show of the money you have,
or what gadget you carry
or what clothes you wear.
Because in the end of the day, you're just some pathetic fool of no luck.
Tough luck.


Rude
the root of rudeness is being offensively impolite.
With no courtesy or sense of respect.
No nerves that sends message through the brain.
No dignity for oneself.
Pathetic, these people are pathetic.
Tsk!


Goodnight, x.
There a post for you to read, Kok.

A friend called to check up on me, he asked 'What's wrong? Why do you sound like that?'
Clearing my throat, I replied 'Nothing, I'm all right, I just miss him.'

I never knew I could fall in love again.
Cause my heart was weak and worn.
But you promised me, that you would love me,
and that we'd be one forever.
Nothing compares to the love that you and I share.
Just be careful with my heart and I'll love you always.

I am not associating with you any longer.

We're like the sun and the moon.

Or negative and negative.

All the intents, all the impertinence.

Associating with you is like messing with murderers.

If I'm foolish, we'd have war.

I've stayed out of the firing line,

but you kept butting in.

Tsk, you're out this time.

--

Sigh so many assignments in such short period of time.

Pimples sprouting.

I miss you dear.

This is driving me crazy.

Sigh goodnight.

x

For the first time, fatty had a birthday celebration,@ his place.

He turned 19 two days ago. 

Happy fatty birthday!

Fattier, darker and shorter! :D Hope you had fun, fatty.

Will post pictures of fatty later.

I lost 4 kilograms and my sense of self-righteousness along the way.
I've lost my mind, bawling for something that will never return.

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
On the forehead.


2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Fcking tired, rushed my assignment because I snoozed my alarm.


3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
Ugh, Jenwae.


4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
A little, I guess.


5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yea, why not.


6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yeap.


7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Mmm, kinda.


8. What does your last text message say ?
Lol. I love you too dear.


9. What are you thinking right now ?
Why hasn't he called me.


1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yeap.


11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
5.30 am. Fcking cibai assignment!


12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Jenwae's, Cult.


13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yeap.


14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Jenwae.



TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...


1. Chelle
2. Jenwae
3. Joee
4. Natalie Fong
5. Kristen
6. Kimmy
7. Sean Chen
8. Razif
9. Estee
10. Joe Win



15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Me.


16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Female.


17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
I would like to see that happen.


18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Accountings.


19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?


1. Chelle - now.
2. Jenwae - now.
3. Joee - this afternoon, in uni.
4. Natalie - this afternoon, in uni.


20.Is no.4 single ?
Nope.


21. Say something about no.2 .
Haha, fat! fat and FAT!


22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
If they're lesbians, why not.


23. Describe no.9 .
A very very good friend. Lame!


24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Haha, doubt that that's ever gonna happen.


25. Do you like 8 ?
Yeap, he's my bestfriend!

It takes awhile to get over something, and when you do, the feelings just so good. Alleviates the worry.

Sometimes I'd like to think everything remains.

That changes isn't really there.

Joee and I.


Yet again, assignments piling up.
I hate who I've been.
Disappearance you'd have to face quite often, because I can't seem to keep it in anymore.
Ramblings, fightings, cheatings, lyings.
Rendezvous.

Goodbye, xx.

When you're in love, everything seems so much more beautiful and serene.

Yer! why short hair?

Long hair not niceeee? :(

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What catches your attention most?

Is it the hair, or her sex appealing body?

It lingers, it runs, it kills.

I wish I knew better, of the things I'm ever good at.

To win the championship of my well doing.

Can't you see, all I ever wanted was your attention.

For you to look at me a minute longer, to kiss me more passionately.

The way you embrace from back, it feels a little more differently that it usually is.

But to top all that, I love you..

for being you all the time and for being someone I've always known.

5 months. 5 fcking crazy months.

152 days of craziness.

Hundred fifty two days of you.

I love you until the end.

Drink water, gooood for health.

Goodnight earthlings! x

Greetings,
Still alive, yerp!
I've got loads of assignments left to do.
Presentations and whatnot.

I've been so cranky, my bestfriend decided to come visit me today.

Ugh! Everything just irritates me.

Been in and out of trouble so often, I could barely keep track anymore.

Without hesitation, I got myself into one just last week.

Liam Liah Mian gonna faint soon.

She's got a monologue to present on Tuesday and she's so frustrated about so many things.

Chao, xx.

Dinner @ Paddington House of Pancakes, 4th April.

Watched Fast and Furious with the boys, mmm.. Sexyyy! :D

I finished 3 assignments in 2 weeks, and I'm having cold now.

Been sneezing all morning.

Last night he said 'It's the first time you're letting me go so easily' Lol

My sister gave birth to a baby boy almost a week now, Ethan Roy.

Mmm, can't wait to see that boy.

I can't wait for my 2 week break, although he'd be busy studying for his finals.