apparently im suppose to post up 'my daily life' for kimmy to read.

anyways things has been going smoothly

i went genting, den went out with jasmine. watched failure to launch.

the show is so predictable. anyways, heres wht i always post up abt

i hate you for loving me,

i hate you for hurting me,

i hate you for kissing me,

i hate you for touching me,

i hate myself for knowing you,

i hate myself in loving you,

i hate myself in kissing you,

i hate myself for letting you hurt me.

most of all im not tht girl i was before.

let this song be dedicated to you....

Cake - I WILL Survive

At first I was afraid.

I was petrified.

I kept thinking I could never live

Without you by my side.

But then I spent so many nights

Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.

I grew strong.

I learned how to get along.

And so you're back from outer space.

I just walked in to find you here

Without that look upon your face.

I should have changed my fucking lock.

I would have made you leave your key

If I'd have known for just one second

You'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go.Walk out the door.

Just turn around now.

You're not welcome anymore.

Weren't you the one

Who tried to break me with desire?

Did you think I'd crumble?

Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I.

I will survive.

As long as I know how to love

I know I'll be alive.

I've got all my life to live.

I've got all my love to give.

I will survive.

I will survive.

It took all the strength I had

Just not to fall apart.

I'm trying hard to mend

The pieces of my broken heart.

And I spent oh so many nights

Just feeling sorry for myself.

I used to cry.

But now I hold my head up high.

And you'll see me with somebody new.

I'm not that stupid little person

Still in love with you.

And so you thought you'd just drop by,

And you expect me to be free.

But now I'm saving all my lovin'

For someone who's lovin' me.

Oh now go.

Walk out the door.

Just turn around now.

You're not welcome anymore.

Weren't you the one

Who tried to break me with desire?

Did you think I'd crumble?

Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I.

I will survive.

As long as I know how to love

I know I'll be alive.

I've got all my life to live.

I've got all my love to give.

I will survive.

I will survive.

its time i start updating my blog. neways i have nth to talk bout. lol. but yea, ive been going out lately and like its fun being with my friends and all. i realise so many things. and im happy tht finally i did. lol. neways to all who's been hurt by loved ones. note : whn you think yr hopes and dreams are broken. whn he left you with nothing but sorrows. life just dont seem tht bad afterall. we must learn frm all this and not regret on your actions in the past. neways i love you! mwahh.

.YOU SAY 'stay'.

you say i only hear what i want to.

you say i talk so all the time so.

and i thought what i felt was simple,

and i thought that i don't belong,

and now that i am leaving,

now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you.

yeah, i missed you.

and you say i only hear what i want to:

i don't listen hard,

i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running

or to anyone, anywhere,

i don't understand if you really care,

i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up,

and this woman was singing my song:

the lover's in love, and the other's run away,

the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was

dying since the day they were born.

well, this is not that:

i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown.

and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure.
you try to tell me that i'm clever,

but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
you said that i was naive,

and i thought that i was strong.

i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."

but now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you.
you said, "you caught you 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."

"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

and you say, "stay."
you say i only hear what i want to.