Attended Jenwae's grandma's 70th birthday last night.















Attending was bad enough, meeting all his relatives was fun but scary at the same time.

What's worse is when I was forced into a family photo :S

Because the tears isn't complete from sunrise,
The misleading heartache so insufferrable.
I'm just a baby, crying out for someone to hold.
I don't look highly upon myself to keep this from going right.
Somewhere along the way, I'm quite sure of letting everything down.
Losing them bit by bit, by the tip of my fingers.
Its extremely indescribable scrunching pain my heart bears.
The aplomb I have within isn't enough to bring me anywhere far.
My heart can't carry anymore desolation,
the empty space in my heart are what's left for happiness.

I think I'm closing this down.
It has been left unattended for almost 2 months already.