things are getting weirder and weirder

i miss your smile...
i miss your laugh...
i miss everything about you...
i dont see you anymore...
whn i really want to talk to you...
i care so much for you...
i don't understand.. what did i do?
i thought smth was goin to happen between us...
you were sweet and charming with the words you said...
but smth happened, i dont know... wht went wrong?
i cried so much just laying on my bed...
i say im over you... but i really know...
i cant forget you and i never will...
i want you to be there... and you dont even know...









i got this over the net.

Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are some priceless quotes:......

*I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word. He knew better*.

*I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good- looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."

*My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has never let me forget.

*Have you ever asked your child a question too many times? My three-year-old son had a lot of problems with potty training and I was on him constantly. One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch in between errands. It was very busy, with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco, I smelled something funny, so of course I checked my seven-month-old daughter, and she was clean. Then I realized that Danny had not asked to go potty in a while, so I asked him if he needed to go, and he said, "No." I kept thinking, "Oh Lord, that child has had an accident, and I don't have any clothes with me." Then I said, "Dan!, are you SURE you didn't have an accident?" "No," he replied. I just KNEW that he must have had an accident, because the smell was getting worse. Soooooo, I asked one more time, "Danny, did you have an accident?" This time he jumped up, yanked down his pants, bent over and spread his cheeks and yelled. "SEE MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!" While 30 people nearly choked to death on their tacos laughing, he calmly pulled up his pants and sat down. An old couple made me feel better by thanking me for the best laugh they'd ever had!

*This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days and a very embarrassed female news anchor who will, in the future, likely think before she speaks. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any? A true story. We had a female news anchor who the day after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked: "So Bob, where's that 8 inches you promised me last night?" Not only did HE have to leave the set, but half the crew did too!

*While on a flight from New York, the Stewardess was busy passing out peanuts and cokes to everyone. There were about sixteen flights lined up waiting to get clearance to take off. Then the other Stewardess got a message from the Pilot that the tower said the wind had changed 180 degrees and they were first in line to take off, and t o have everyone buckle up. Without thinking she just announced "Please buckle up, grab your drinks and hold your nuts, we're taking off", No one saw her for the rest of the flight to Houston, and all the other Stewardesses were laughing all the way and half of the passengers.

*I was working in an aquarium, when some new guy who was recently hired was given the task of feeding the fish. He started throwing in friggin peanuts! I walked up to him, looking angry, and said to him, "Goddamn it! They cant;t digest that! All they can do is lick your nuts!". Needless to say, I quit.







kotek berbuluuuuu~~ lol blame penggg! hahahhaha!

i shed a tear today
silently, i felt it fall
you caught it
shared it
held it
felt it
then
suddenly
it wasnt
so big
after all

















okay okay. i kno i said i was suppose to go study and not come online till exams are over and i also said wont be blogging. im sorry i lied hah! i just couldn't resist. studying is boring! i needed a break. i noticed i blog even more whn thrs no exams. gawd! i think im being really pathetic. hahaha! ive been feeling alot lately. due to fucking exams which drives me crazy. exams are stupidddd! hahah. exams are driving me crazzyzyzyzyzyyyyyy! my emo days are back! i'll have to go thru the same phase over and over again. help me will youuuu ? (: neways, let me intro to you this show.....


PRISON BREAK!














Lincoln Burrows is a dead man. Or at least will be in 90 days time. He has been convicted of murdering the brother of the Vice President of the United States. He swears he didn't do it, and that he was framed by someone high-up. His brother, Michael Scofield believes him and desperately searches for answers. When he can't find them and all appeals to his brother's case are denied, he must take drastic action. Michael gets caught holding up a bank, and at his trial his only request is that he be sent 'close to home'. . .the same prison that holds his brother. This is just the first step. Michael is going to break his brother out of prison. His longtime friend and defense attorney Veronica tells him he has lost it...that he is grasping at straws, but Michael knows something that nobody else does...the prison blueprints. The contract to retrofit the prison was given to Michael's old engineering firm, where he served as a structural engineer. Michael studies the blueprints and devises a plan, but he will need help. He strategically approaches various inmates and moves them like pawns in his master plan to make one of the most daring prison breaks in history. Michael's aims do not end there, his endgame involves solving the presidential conspiracy that has led to his brother's imprisonment. Each episode will take us one step closer to the answer.







MUST WATCH SHOW!
trust me. its wayyyyy better than The O.C












i kno i look fugly. wtvvvv! since '03




fat? ahhah thank youuuuuu! (:
im fatter now ):

you are my best friend
you always will be
yet sometimes i get mad at you
and you get mad at me
sometimes i dont understand
sometimes i dont kno wht to do
but remember always
tht i will forgive you








thoughts of you always gets in my way
memories are meant to stay







ohh ohh my sis got me this. nice or not?

you came into my life
as quickly as you left.
you grabbed a cutting knife
and sliced right through my chest.
you didn't mean to hurt
but what did you expect?
my heart now cut in two
it feels beyond repair.
injury done by you
god, life just isn't fair.
so here we are, just friends,
but I long to be more.
desire with no end
throbbing from my core.

why do you pretend like
I don't matter to you
when you're all that
matters to me?

hey YOU, yea you, reading.
IM SORRY!
give me time okay?

watching you frm across the room
sends searing pain thru my heart.
i think back to a year ago,
whn i thought we'd never part.
my love for you just wont die down
it just grows with each new day.
i wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear wht i have to say;
" i love you and i want you back "
but these words you just wont hear.
you dont seem to rmb them
all the memories i hold dear
you were my first kiss, my first love
and now you dont even care.
how could you just blow it away?
we were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go
youre doin fine as you are,
while im still missin how we were.
we had the best love by far.

you are still in my brain
youre causing so much pain
i still can't believe
you used my feelings
for your foolish game
named love
held you close in my arms
felt so nice and warm
i gave you my love
i gave you my heart
i gave you all I had
got nth back except
pain thts driving me insane
you are still in my heart
my love for you will never die
my thoughts will always be with you
and the pain i feel inside will always
remind me of someone i still love

i cant bare the truth but to lie to myself.













hey girl, this is for you.
it doesnt matter wht you've done,
cause we all kno wht he's done to you.
dont blame yrself for wht has happened
its stupid of him nt to see things in diff angle
do kno tht we all love you.
and i'll always be here for you.
cheer up. it hurts to kno tht youre hurt
it makes me wanna cry to kno tht you are
so pls do me a favor, dont cry anymore okays?
we all love you. mwaaaa!

thrs only ONE person who can make me smile right now.
doubt tht he would even talk to me



i heard voices whispering into my ear,
telling me to move on.
once again im down on my knees,
i cant move. i really love you!



'eh bitch, move on laaa!'
'MOVE ON bitch!'

i really need to move on. he told me to move on. everyone did.
this post is stupid. ignore it.

p/s: i miss you



movin on la so hai!

There once was a time if I just closed my eyes,
I could see us together as one.
But after these years of growing apart,
I can see that dream is done.
You were the one who knew me inside and out,
And always knew just what to say.
Any problems I had would disappear,
When you said it would all be okay.
There was always a special connection with us,
And these days it seems to be gone.
Whatever we had died a long time ago,
But it's just so hard to move on.
Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes,
You never noticed a thing.
There were nights I laid awake and thought,
Of the love our friendship could bring.
No matter how hard I've been trying,
The truth is so hard to see.
I guess it takes a while to let go,



Of something not meant to be.

the smile i always fake


the pain i endure, so hard to bare.
everyday i pretend, pretend tht im strong, pretend nth happened.
i kno one day...tht one dayyy,
someone would find out, someone will kno.
i kept hiding the truth frm everyone,
hoping tht they'll nvr find out.
i mustve been stupid to think tht way.
but i did tht just to please myself frm knowin the truth.
ive been lying to myself for far too long,
telling myself tht everything is alright.
but it always comes to an end, tht i'll have to face it
but i always end up facing it with tears.
i guess its time, tht i start facing the truth
tht ive alrd lost you

p/s: i miss youuu too much

dear readers,
i dont mean to offend you,
BUT please, do not ask me wht my posts are all abt
you read it, understand it yrself,
find out who im talkin or wht so ever urself!!!
dont ask me! if you do, den whts the point of blogging?
stupiddddd! i wouldve state their name thr or whtsoever,
if i didnt mind letting you kno, but prob is...
its none of your business who m i talking bout!
the whole point of me nt mentioning their name, is cause i blog to release my anger
or wtv feeling im going thru at the spur of the moment. thts all.
so dun ask so much.
read, understand it urself. and den shut up! hahahhah
*i sound evil* =/hahahah no laaaa. you can ask me.
but if i refuse to tell/answer,
den dont force/bug me to tell you.
if you do, im gonna ignore/block you! thts all im gonna do. hahaha
byebye. i need to sleep and study dy. (:

if you kno me well enough. you'll kno wht kinda person m i
im sorry but i gotta say, i dont like you one bit
not at all. you have no friends, ppl dislike you
and im not saying no one hates me, but youre way worst
so unpredictable, you stick to one friend
you begin to sound more like a lesbian
youre soooo damn afraid to lose her
just cause you have her as a friend
dont ever come boasting tellin me you kno her secrets
cause u kno wht? i kno them too and i don care!
treat everyone equally and you'll be treated the same way
i dont need friends like you, so suck up
and get lost. bitch!

ive been really addicted to "THE COMP" nowadays. stupid pimples growing. eyebags like damn hitam. im fuglayyyyayayayyy. im gonna stay far far away frm the comp starting frm TODAY hahah. i need more sleep. gnight! i'll be back somedayyy. mwaaaa. here! pics to entertain ya'll.
















last but nt least, before i leave. ive gotta say.............................im a lesbian

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the other day i was watch shutter. if you've watched it before, then you'll kno wht m i talking bout. the other night i was up awake, online till 4 am was talking to hanken. was telling him tht i finally watched the show blabla. my shoulder was aching and tht stupid hanken suddenly told me to look into the mirror to see if thrs anyone sitting on my shoulders. i freaked out, told him to stop talkin bout it. i was so scared. plus i was the only one awake at tht time. others were alrd sleeping, lights were all off summore. grrr. i quickly shut the comp, ran upstairs and went to bed. they say 'sometimes spirits long for their loved ones' its a must watch show. damn scary!

dammit my exams is like coming..... its gonna be on the 20th till the 5th. bloody hell! so freaking longgg.. and im gonna dieeee~ ): owhhh well. i better get off the comp. im gonna watch benchwarmers now. wheeeeee! (: adioss! hahah. michelle leong yee ling! study okayyy. dont always come online. tsktsk. kno wht? mich is turning into a nerd ! just like this pic


see how adorable they look. awwwww! (:


so long, farewell. i need to say goodbye. i hate to go and leave this pretty sight. goooooodbyeeeeeeeeeeee gooooodbyeeee gooodbyeee.

this is so true bout me! haha How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

What's Your Dosha?

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

so im the jealous ex? sheesh. maybe? lol

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

What Type of Ex Are You?

You Are 64% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close. But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

How Pure Are You?

hahah im actually quite shy okay

You Are 36% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?