Wednesday, March 21

okay babies,

i'll see you whn i get back okays?

will be leaving at 9am later!

dont miss me too much! haha 5 days!

i love you all!

smooooochhheeeeesssssss...

msg me if thrs anything. i'll reply if i can!

Tuesday, March 20


why is it tht whn a spot light is shone above us all, you only see me?






answer ; prejudice!

Monday, March 19






i really miss youuuu!














she looks bloody cute in this piccc!
kimmmmy! i love youuuuuu :D





back then whn i was in form 1!!



im your babeh? hehe























yes i kno. damn so hai right? haha






How many bad words can u possibly type in a msg?




well, heres one tht was sent to me today! haha












"that mahai cibai motherfucker suck cibai cock black ass bitch i tell you i fuckin cried cibai mahai fuck the school" amelia said!




there you go. i updated to keep you entertained. wont be here on wed. so byebye! :D
SNORT!

Saturday, March 17

my mom has nvr called me fat! EVER
but recently, just recently..she came up to me and said..
"you better go on a diet! eat less sugar! you're getting fatter!!"
at tht moment i was crushed.
like seriously, whn i thought i was fat, she kept saying no. its just fine.
but now, i didnt even bother nor thought bout myself being fat/fatter
and she comes telling me im fat. goDDDD!
i think i need to go on a serious diet!!



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the other day whn we were all up in Genting..
chelle suddenly asked me..
"wht happened to your new year's resolution?"
i stonned for a moment..(nvr thought i had one)
"wht resolution?"
"-.- 'no swearing??' "
"heheh. opps! chibaiiiii!" AHHAHAHAH

Friday, March 16


HELLO! Lee Min doesn't smoke.
because she cant smoke for nuts. haha!!









memories lives for a reason.
smth to remember by..








remember all the things you tried to forget
well i havent seen you in a while
you know i miss our talks i miss your smile
cause the look of innocence is priceless.
Genting.. City of Entertainments!






havent been getting much rest due to the Genting trip we had.
it was fun. we drank and got drunk.
some of us got emotional and one got abusive (haha amelia)
but it was all good. we had some bonding time.
i blurted all my secrets out. which wasnt good! :\
ugh, did stupid things which made me sound stupid!
kimmy, melia and sam helped us. thank you girls!
im sorry if ive cost you alot kimmy. didnt mean to make you cry!
we had a performance infront of everyone and made 2 bucks out of it.
how cool is tht? lol. overall the trip was gooood.
we'll do it again after SPM!

.......i walked out bra-less again and i didnt kno till we were half way thr.
how embarrassing.. :\ and i didnt bathe for 2 days! haha

thrs more pics in my cam. will upload it soon.
I'm gonna stop singing this song, because I'm high
I'm singing this whole thing wrong, because I'm high~~~~














































*you whore, you made my friend cried!

Thursday, March 15


its been almost a year since my last boyfriend.
anyways, i'll update later on our Genting trip, after i all get the pics!

Monday, March 12




had dinner with jas today!
i missed youuu.
you're a life savior! :D
love you tons!

Sunday, March 11



the ones thts ruining the lives of my friends and causing me more.
i feel so weak, whnever youre around
your presence still lives in me
i miss you more than i should
somehow, just somehow, i find it hard
i wish you were here..



Love is
being happy for the other person
when they are happy
being sad for the other person when they are sad
being together in good times
and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth
and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success

Love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

Love is
the fury of the storm
the calm of the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's needs and desires
Love is the source of sharing

Love is
knowing that the other person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security
Love is the
source of life

It is patient and kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast and it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered and it keeps no record of wrongs.
It does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres…..
Love never fails.

Two hands to hold onto forever,
Two arms to be embraced by eternally,
Two eyes to gaze into for always,
Two lips to kiss so passionately,
Two souls fused by commitment,
Two names written in the stars above,
Two lives intertwined by God,
Two hearts joined by the purest of love.
its good to hear your voice once in a while.
when i start missing you.
a call would make my day.
you dont kno wht does it feels like missing someone. ugh!

Saturday, March 10


i hate it whn i start getting jealous of every lil thing tht goes around.
i kno that soon itd be fine.
tht soon id find someone.
soon i'll be with you.
i hate it whenever you ignore.
but whn you call, i feel so weak.
i thought this was over.
tht nth would ever work.
oh, no! this is not me.
im not emo.
trust me!
just a another one of those days.


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Thursday, March 8

i'm starting to hate every one of my friend's boyfriends.
ugh, annoying!


this is baddd

Monday, March 5


Joel was forcing me to study ENGLISH
and read this. he wrote a poem hahah




coyotito nak makan tomato,
tetapi termakan potato,
menjadi dia seekor mosquitoe




stupid Joel.



okay, now you can go read joel's lame blog.hahah. byebye!
EHH Joel! "WANNA KNO WHATS HOT?"
hahahhahahhaha.








you're so cute till i wanna smack you!

Sunday, March 4

i'm too hot, till you wont wanna see me anymore! hahahhah
im boreddddd








okay, so here's a lil update
wont go into details.
chelle, kimmy, trif, lyn and i went over to min's place for CNY
got pushed in the pool by lyn
all wet, no undergarments
wore min's big blue collared shirt; braless. :/






back view ;









i looked like a nigga, which is damn OFF! melia and kirs joined.
jil was thr!
you kno, actually....i was the hottest chiq in the party!
hahah with the baggy pants and the over sized shirt! :D






lyn and i

kimmy and i


amelia and i

triff and i












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last but not least, a group pic!



I LOVE YOU ALL! :D






p/s: in the beginning she wanted to be me,
now tht she's closer to you,
she wants to be you!
who's next? heheh!