I wonder if I was meant for you.

Jasmine stayed over.

But, that's not the main reason.
You see.....
My parents, no, scratch that.. the-two-nerve-wrecking-assholes
THINKS I'M A FUCKING LESBIAN!


Reasons:-


Because I have short hair
- I got my hair cut because I'm sick of my old hair.
and I also wanted to get a boy cut because I wanted something new.

My friends have short hair
- MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LA!

I have lesbian friends
- Excuse me, since when a mother fucking ALL GIRLS school has NO lesbians?
S.M.K Sri Aman, Taman Petaling... Without a doubt, have at least catered 20 lesbians students, yet they have to accept it, it's an ALL GIRLS school.
It was their mistake putting me into that cheap ass-money-wiping school.
Yet, they blame me. Because they THINK I'm a fucking lesbian.
Every year, I'd ask the both of them to let me transfer into a co-ed school.
But they refuse. WHY? because of their insecurities!

I'm always going out with GIRLS!
- I remembered, back in form 1. When I use to hang out with Sarah Lim and a bunch of Subang GUYS! You see, back then IF I told them they'd be guys going, they'll forbid me. So I lied (haha) and they caught me red handed after a couple of times. That bastard (you know who), got all furious and started screaming at me, IN THE MALL, IN FRONT OF ALL MY FRIENDS. (Yes, embarrassing!) He slapped me and told me not to hang out with guys anymore. So since then, I never really DID bother telling them. I'd lie all the time. Until I was together with Thomas, they knew about him, they didn't really bother actually, then we broke up. It's been 1 year 3-4months now since we broke up. So, you knoww... When you're single you hang out with your friends and meet new girls&guys right? So, I've only been hanging out with girlfriends alot lately. I mean, we've not been hanging out much and the group of guys we used to hang out with, is not really a group of friends anymore and so we decided that it was no use calling them out anymore. Then, the bitch actually asked me 'Why dont you mix with guys anymore?' (in an unpleasant tone) and demanded for an answer. HELLO, when I fucking hang out with guys too much, you guys get so fucking insecure and keep asking me who is the guy, how did i met him and where is he from. I got sick of all those and plus, most of my guy friends are busy spending time with their gfs. What do you expect?!




*goes of to fucking tuition*
*back, after 2 hrs*


Last night, Jasmine hugged me
- HAHA, this! You will laugh. Well, my parents were forcing me to find out bout new tuition centres. Say I don't wanna study and stuff. So, they decided to send me to a tuition centre. I got all pissed, started pointin middle fingers behind their backs. Jasmine knew I was pissed, so she hugged me and told me not to cry. The bastard then saw and kept looking at us from the rear view mirror. Hoping to see that maybe, you know, we'd kiss or do something. When we got off the car, he kept staring at us. Which was quite obvious and ofcourse I got even more pissed la. LIKE WTH right? Whats his problem la!! When I got home, I started complaining to everyone. Then, my sister came into my room and said 'YOU KNOW WHAT? YOUR PARENTS THINKS YOU'RE A LESBIAN HAHAHAHAHAHHA!'. At that moment, I really didn't know whether to cry or to laugh. She kept laughing at me and teasing me 'lesbolesbolesbo'. Then she called my other sister and told her about it. My second sister got home, opened my room door and greeted me with 'Hi, lesbian!'. I couldn't stop crying.






Seriously, they're just blaming me for their own mistakes.
-THEY were the ONE who sent me to an ALL GIRLS school when I wanted to go to a co-ed school.
-THEY were the ONE who gets insecure all the time whenever I tell them I'm out with a guy.
-So, am I to be blamed? Even IF I was a lesbian, what the fuck are they/you gonna do about it?
I'm turning gay now!

and if you're gonna give me the whole
*your parents love you, they're just concerned blablabla*
then don't bother talking to me.
I don't need to hear your whole you-know-what.