There's this point or time in life where you might sit in the corner of the square room of yours, thinking. Sitting there all night thinking bout the things you could have done or have not done or things you can do for now. Would it have changed your life? Then tear, because you couldn't find the answers to your questions.
....that night, I sat there, in the corner of my bedroom, thinking to myself.. would it have changed my life? then I teared, because I still could not find the answers. Questions kept popping.. but I still could not get answers. not you not me not anyone would gave me an answer. Did it happen for a reason? My past.. I've been hoping to know, did I make that mistake, that one mistake that changed my whole life? yes, I've been thinking alot about my past. past relationships, friendships.. people who I got involved with and was once loved. & I'd ask, "Do you still love me?"
6 comments:
hey babe. the past does happen for a reason. to make us stronger and to teach us something only experience cld :) im sure many others went thru this phase. it's part of life, inevitable. and for the part where ur close friend 'took' ur once loved one away, it just shows how much of a friend she is to you. one who's too much of an unthoughtful friend does not deserve real friends like you, what's good to lose? if the guy cld change his feelings just because of friend's influence, it just shows how much u meant to him. u just lost a friend who lied. ask urself this "can i stand on my two feet alone without them?". u tell me wud ur answer is.
you think too much. if he love you, he will go back to you. but if he don't, just wait patiently. maybe he don't worth your tears at all. regretting is no use, dear. think positively (: sitting in a corner ain't that fun sometimes. ghost will appear from nowhere. cheer up (: (: (:
sher : well, it isn't about that particular person. I mean, there are things.. and mayb he too regret? and everyone makes mistakes. maybe he made and error in it. and IS trying to fix it. and yes, i CAN stand on my two feet alone with them. and about that 'friend' well, she's not a friend to me anymore. after all tht she have done, what more can a friend do? sighh.. but anyways, im fine. just a lil down these days.
grace : heyy! well i doubt by waiting, he'd come back willingly. therefore, i wont be waiting. i'd rather cry and hope that one day i'd get it over with. anyways, im fine. thanks alot! :) nice meeting you btw.
don't emo emo okay :)
im still affected too, when i think bout it. hrm, wud u mean maybe he's trying to fix it? he's been calling again?
eh, bugger. come online and msg me next time even if im busy okay! damn mafan right chat here?
emoooOoo girl!
Anyways,about Langkawi,it took me 2 weeks of research for a good hotel and i called up a week ago.
ALL FULLY BOOKED because of the LIMA period which is happening in NOV and DEC.
(some stupid malaysian thing la to attract tourists to Langkawi)
But two days ago,i tried to call for luck and I managed to get rooms in Malibest Resort which was initially FULLY BOOKED but so happen on that day itself when i called,they released a few extra Superior Rooms so YIPEE: D
So you want to get rooms,book now seriously!
Or else damn hard to get rooms in any hotel for that matter.
heh=)
sher : i think its time for us to get over it. haha. talk to you on msn! :D
deb : dont call me emo girl! im not! haha. omg serious? shit, thn i need to ask my friends to confirm with me by the end of this week. when are you planning to go?
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