I wonder if I was meant for you.

You know.. soon we'll all drift apart and have friends of our own.
No longer as close as before.
Because then.. we'll all be busy with college and assignments.
You guys will soon leave Malaysia to further your studies.
I wonder if we'll still keep in contact.
I really don't wanna grow old anymore.
Because I'm happy now.
Happy with everything I have.
Why is it that when everythings going my way,
Things has to change?
And again, so much for graduating high school :'(


Sometimes I wish I never knew.
Just so I wouldn't get stuck in the middle.
Whether or not to keep it away from a friend.
Because if she knew, its gonna hurt her.
But not for long.
And if I were to tell her, I'd be betraying his trust.
I hate having to know everything.
When all I can do is watch things happen.
It makes it harder for me, to watch you hurt slowly.
Getting your heart broken from a new one.
Sometimes I'd rather be lied to than to know the truth.
I'd prefer for you to keep it a secret just so I wouldn't feel this way.
But if I found out, I would be so pissed.
So pissed at you that I would even think of killing you for doing that to her.
Ah, I hate the situation I'm in now.
Now all I can do is watch things happen and hope the best for you.


I hate you,
When you had no one, I was the one there for you.
I hate you cause you're so dumb to love someone who hurts you.
Its so absurd to watch you kiss her when you told me you hated her -_-
I really don't wanna see you two anymore.
Cause you both annoy me, like crap.


Ah, I feel so much better after lifting it off my chest.
Add math tmr.
xx