Sunday, March 23

The next one will be a better one, i know.

I know what I am and who I've become.
If you don't like me, then why bother being friends/lovers?

Today, you pissed me off.

Honestly speaking, yes.. I still love you.

But whats the point right, you may ask?

I confused you, I hurt you.

For all, I'm sorry.

You did too.

Because I'm confused, I gave you hope,

BUt took it all away at once,
Because I didn't want to confuse you further.
Being the selfish me, all I could think was ME.

Yes, that's right, ME!

In a relationship, it should have been WE.

But I made it ME.
I said I'd move on, I will.

It didn't matter how much I've lost.

When there's nothing left for me to look back at.

Today, I disappoint myself.

Because I'm stuupid.
Because I've said things I shouldn't have.

But whats said, has already been said.
Its irreversible.

I threw tantrums.

Because you were the closest to me.

I thought you'd give me the attention I needed.

But I guess I was wrong.

Because I pushed you away myself.

I will pay my debts, for all that I've cost you and myself.

Because now, sorry cannot mend your heart.

Sorry is now only a word.

A word with no more meaning to it.

Cause I've caused so much and have said so many times,

that sorry, it wouldn't mean a thing to you anymore.

Here's to the end of our lines.



I'll pay my debts, I definitely will.
When relationships fail, it only shows how much of a bad friend I was.
Definitely not someone worth to love.




Tuning in; Maroon 5 - Better that we break.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

temporary gf of mine why la so emo??.cheer up man.dont worry you still have me.i'll always be here if you need someone to talk to.

Anonymous said...

heys! :)
oh ill chose another picture lah then,but you seldom camwhore,so it was quite difficult to get hold of a picture. sorrrrrrrrrrry.

link me up too,
see you around in college.
shi yin.

Lee Min said...

Cheeho : Chilling man. I'm fine. You're a day late that why. haha! thank you anyway! :)

Shi Yin : Aight, linked you. see you around coll.