I wonder if I was meant for you.

I'm losing, and I'm guessing that's good news.

Our minds are currently set on to desperation mode because of the chaos we got ourselves into.

Thanks honey, for making me feel safe again.

Altho we barely speak now, feels good to know that you still care.

I know the damage I've caused.

But you see, things got out of hands.

I couldn't see the wrongs of my doings.

But you reminded me last night, that I'd never be alone.

I feel less filthy now.

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Through past experiences and recent events,

Alcohol can bring a shy reserved person, to be so daring to act on feelings.

At times, I love what alcohol does to me; helps bring away the pain.

But other times, I despise because I regret my actions.

the lustful feeling you have, got everyone confused.