i hate being in love
i fall in love easily i have to say
whn im in love
i most definately expect him to love me too
well..who doesnt? right?
but things are different now
first he tells me me loves me
and then i tend to fall in love with him too
now tht he's made me love him
he's accomplished everything
and this time...once again
another guy walks away frm me
and tht guy is him
the one i have fallen for
leaving me with a broken heart again
no its not the same guy
he's different i can tell
i accepted things as the way it is
but without telling me why
without saying goodbye
you left me behind
once again with a wounded soul
as much as i dont wanan be in love
i cant
because u made me feel special once again
how can i not love you?
i prolly did treated you badly
im sorry
i have to admit tht im ego
ego in the sense tht i always wanted you to make the 1st move
now tht you dont
i go to you
i msged you
you did nt reply
i called you
you did nt pick up
i came online only to find tht youre on too
i msged u online once again
you did nt reply
i guess youre really ignoring me
okay. i just wanted to pour out my feelings here
as i have no one to turn to
no one i can talk to at this moment
i dont feel like telling anyone who the "him" really is
its embarrassing tht things just stopped as the way it is
im writing all this down is also to just tell you tht ;
YES! ive fallen for you alrd
IM sorry!
and tht I hope you forgive me if ive done anything wrong
or if ive hurt youuuu in anyway
i just want you to kno tht i nvr meant to do tht
i nvr knew it would cost so much
im truly sorry
if you would just talk to me again
and tell me why
i would be really glad if you do so
no, im not forcing you
i just want you to do it willingly
do it with all ur heart
once again im only here to say...
i love you and im sorry!
i hope you read this
cause its not easy for me to just sit on a chair
right in front of the comp
pretending tht im okay infront of my friends
whn im not.
i figured this was the best way to let you know abt everything...
everything tht im feelin right noww
i think i shud end here
before i end everything with tears
i really really hope you kno tht this is for you
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NCS
and so if you were smart enough. you'll know who it is.
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