damn! it feels good letting out everything
we practically talked bout my relationships
told him bout thomas, things tht ive done for him
and yeaa. after the whole conversation we had last night
it made me feel shallow, stupid and pathetic
and i thought to myself. why was i so dumb back then?
why have i not thought of it before?
he talked some sense into me
and the conversation ended pretty well
i did not cry nor teared. im so proud of myself! HAHA
and yea so it ended with
" i kno you have good intentions, thts why u did all tht for him "
im amused frm being praised by him
but on the other hand i felt merely dumb
didnt talk much bout thomas
told him it ended 6 mths back
no point talkin bout it
anyhooo, im happy with wht i am now
things are going my way noww.
ohh ohh and....
michelle leong yee ling!
do not and i mean DO NOT tell anyone anything ive told you before
i swear to god if you do, i'll chop off your head, shove a knife up ur ass!
actually honestly, tell me... am i a whore? or a slut?
cause i feel like one. hell! im still single and yet im feeling this way
actually i dont even kno wht i want right now
i dont wanna be known as 'oh thts the fuckin bitch who broke my heart'
godammit. pls help meeeee!
sigh, all i kno is tht he's waited for me for far too long
and it tingles me inside knowin tht he still feels the same
keekeekookookaakaa
okay, i need to talk to youuu.
i really need a talk.
byebye baby.
and kimmy, if youre reading this.
i would really love to talk to you too
and tell you stuffs ive been wanting to
but i nvr get the chance to
because youre always putting me on hold
and i fuckin hate tht
so, stop it. listen to me for once alright?
im feelin so messed up.
i love youuu two
and i love you too triff [ if you ever read my blog ]
au revoir.
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