have you ever felt so mixed up and confused tht you dont know when to cry and when not to?
these two days, it felt as if tears were trying to fight its way through.. im not sad, i have nothing to cry about. sometimes i wonder, am i just saying this to make myself feel better or do i really need to cry to let go the emotions ive been keeping in.. i still wonder... as i sit in this chair typing this out, it feels as if the tears are still fighting its way out, but im not allowing it to. who am i kidding? im not sad..why should i cry? maybe, maybe im just really confused.
do you think its ever worth it to try again?
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