I wonder if I was meant for you.

i still hate you, and i guess i always will.. for the rest of my life
today, u piss me off.
first you said 'go out all you want, i dont care anymore'
then 10 minutes later you said 'frm now, youre not allowed to go out till trials ends'
i really dont know what you want from me.
you always told me that im studying for myself and tht its my future.
thn why do you care so much?
i reallyy hate you.
my birthday, you told me that i wasnt allowed to celebrate..
fuck you for all i care.
i hate you because youre selfish
youve nvr appreciated the things i did for you..
youve nvr told me you loved me.
i kno im nvr and will nvr be good enough for you..
you told me to respect you...
but how d'you expect me to respect you whn you dont even listen to me?
ive always wanted you to be my bestfriend, but i guess tht'll nvr happen..
i hate you, i always will.
goodnight.