I wonder if I was meant for you.

At most times, everythings controllable.

For instance, the many sticks you smoke, or the many times you eat.

And feelings, you can control.

Because if it doesn't matter to you, it wouldn't hurt.
You can make yourself feel all insecure.

Then you get all jealous, and low of yourself.

Why do this to yourself?

It's stuupid how you think otherwise when the other party's just fooling around.

The more you think, the worse it gets.

More unwanted thoughts keeps filling up.

'You're stuupid' I tell myself, when it comes to situations like this.

Goodnight all. xx