Friday, May 5


DAMN! i happen to talk to this girl, who seemed so sweet and nice. i trusted her (mistake) but neways yesssss. she happens to be one of T's best buds gf. oh well, nvm bout tht...and yea i told her smth NOT so big, told her not to tell anyone + her bf. she agreed. cuz if she did happen to tell, *BOOM* dead. it'll be big as i kno T definate defend her. so yessssss damn tht girl, i freaking trusted her and she betrayed me. dammit! had a whole big arguement cuz of her. ish her mouth! and yeaa. its over again whn it only just begun.


today i went mv after sch. whn i came out of the car at cititel thr i found a watch. a man was standing near the watch. so i figured mayb its his. den i ask him he said no. but wtf he took the watch and went into his car! damn him no moralsssss!


i loved you so,
all i needed was for you to love me,
instead you forced yrself to love me,
it hurts me so to kno tht u don,
but it hurts me even more to kno tht you lied,
i forgaveand forgotten only to let you kno tht i love you,
don u see tht? havent you alrd know?
you tried asking me to give up,
did i ever gave up? don you see tht?
why is it so hard to just love me?
why were u defending her,
as u alrd kno she's innocent,
you left me for one reason,
and its because of her.
youre dignity and pride was wayyyy ahead than the love you had for me,
tell me tht you love me,
and i'll give you the love you neeed.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahaha im happy for my mommy and daddy,
they've found the love of their life
edmund + suewen
caijin + melvin
awwwh now ive got two moms and two dads
imso happy for the both of them! mwahhh!

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