How does it feel to kno tht the only reason he left you was because of a girl. A girl who he's been seeing a month ago and you knew nothing bout it. It broke yr heart and shattered every pieces of whts left in you. But then again you forgived him, only because the feeling of love you have was stronger than the hate you have for him. you turned yr back to the open doors, doors tht would give you happiness and decided to go back to the door tht once slammed right upon yr face. You feel foolish of yrself but you think its worth while, bacause he once lived yr life for you, not now, not anymore. whn they ask you wht means most to you yr life or him? you said yr life, cuz he's yr life. All he wanted was full attention frm you, he took revenge only to make you feel how he felt before. He said getting back with you was a big mistake. Have he ever thought tht...wht IF one day he leaves you and tht you'll nvr go back to him cuz you've been hurt so badly. He kept on asking you to leave him, only because he dont wanna be the bad guy who leaves you. How could he be so cold hearted? and not care bout how you feel? you felt betrayed by those girls you once trusted so much, but then again it wasnt their fault. Thr was a way out for him, he could have chose not to go out with them. Now, this girl comes telling you tht he's Mr. Nice, you had a shock of your life. Maybe she defined him as Mr. Nice because he was nice to her but not you. He called her his pretty pretty HOT darling. Frm the start, whn both of you were only two months together. A girl came behind yr back and tried to break both of you apart. Tht girl was A*****. You wanted to let go, but smth was holding you back frm it. Tht was the day you find it so hard to trust him again, but you still did, only because you still love him like how u did before. Five months have gone, a girl named N******. A girl you once trusted, went behind yr back and tried to ruin everything. He almost went to her, whn you tried to save it all again. Six F-ing months, girl called S**** T*** took part in his life. She was young, but she wasnt naive. She held back, but he went over. This time the relationship of two had nth but pure pathetic love. You knew tht soon things will end and with a blink of an eye. He misunderstood you and all alone. Days went by, you thought he was long gone with her. He finally came back and apologised. You asked him bout nicks tht he's put up. Nicks like "Damn! I love you so much."AND "Damn girl! you're HOT" AND "You can just FUCK off". He gave you excuses, he said it was the only thing he could do to make you jealous. He got jealous over C** J** and you. He asked you to be with her, not knowing you're not a lesbian. Frm tht on, you begin to have the feeling of lost hopes and gave up. You just wanted to be his EVERYTHING.
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