I wonder if I was meant for you.

time has taken its place,
and chose to show whts you. im not only hurt but
the jealousy occurs everytime i think of you,
im gonna lift my head up high,
and for once try to look at the brighter side,
you kno how i felt,
you kno it well,
but you didnt understand,
wht it would feel like,
cuz you've nvr felt it before.

i never wanted things this way,

all i wanted was to be your only one,

why did things ended in such a hurtful way?

why did u have to leave?

sometimes ppl say, he's not worth it.

but i think you worth more than this.

you were the first guy i fell deeply in love with,

the first one tht lasted for 8 months,

first one i got dumped right on my face,

the first one i couldnt let go,

first one tht i couldnt stop crying for,

the first and only first one im dying to be with.