so anyways, its been awhile since i last spoke to him.
and SO very nice of him to err start of a conversation after so long with a "cool pic you have"
tht gave me the 'wtf' expression. yes! a friend konon lols.
and yes, so he told me got himself a new hair cut.
no more bald, its a "accidentally" mowhawk hair hahah.
said he asked the fella to cut TOO high it seems. lol
rightt...jenwae, how did you expect me to see your hair?
camouflage laaaaa. so black
hahah and yea, so today he decided to on his lamp. this is wht i saw
not bad eh? hahaha. can barely see anything la.
looks like you have hair on ur used to be bald head la. lols
i got myself involved in the stupidest thing called love
i cuddled up under my blaket tht night
i couldnt help it, i couldnt help it but to miss you.
you're somehow a different person now.
slowly, we begin to part.
i kno i havent been really nice to you; forgive me.
you kno how i feel for you, and you kno its true.
but why did you have to ignore the fact tht i do?
mayb i was dumb, i was dumb to fall so easily.
you dont seem to be tht interested in me anymore.
you dont make the effort to see me anymore.
you barely call nor bother msging me.
am i thinking too much or is this really happening?
just so you kno, im not a toy.
im not anything for you to play with.
maybe im just thinking too much. am i?
if wht you said tht night is true; prove it tht you mean it.
mean wht you say and dont just say it to satisfy one.
im holding onto your words.
but let me kno, if one day you ever want me to let it go.
tht it was all fake; nothing but a big lie.
i will accept it, i seriously will.
tht way, i would stop bothering/irritating you.
if one day you ever get bored of me, let me kno.
be honest, thts all i want you to be. is to be honest with me.
i can barely take it now, ive had enough.
but im holding onto your words till the very last sec.
if you dont kno how i feel, try imagining yourself in my shoes.
if you'd understand how i feel, id be glad.
goodnight! xoxo
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