I wonder if I was meant for you.

i dont understand
i seriously dont
why?
why now?
why is this happening?
sigh.
i cant believe im such a dumbass.
im gonna laugh at myself now.
HAHAHAH
gah, this aint making me feel better.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
help me will you? sigh.
hallelujiah!
clap hands.
i feel so goddamn GOOD.
pffft, im so dumb laa.
kill me!