I wonder if I was meant for you.

I guess I'm not the type of girl you'll fall deeply in love with.
All this while I was just trying to be your type.
I guess I made a fool out of myself.
I was dumb to do so, knowing you love the other me
and not the real me.
I wanted you to like me, that's all.
But you seem more interested in others.
We're drifting further and further apart if you hadn't notice.
I'm more sensitive than you think I am.
I tried to accept the fact that you were like that, I tried. But I can't.
I prefer a tied down boyfriend, one that cares for me.
One that knows how I truly feel.
You are a great guy, I can tell.
But you're not that guy I truly need.
Because we seem to be leaving in two different worlds. *cliche*
I admire what you did for me and I'll never forget you.
But I'm sorry I can't go on with this.
I'm not only lying to myself, but you.
If you'd understand, then let me go.
I've been through too much to deserve this.
The pain is what I can't accept.






i love you :D